Goals. And thoughts.
I have set myself goals this year. I know I talked about that last week. I wanted to be able to make continuous forward progress and writing/blogging consistently was one of them. Unfortunately, I am definitely in a struggle right now with ideas and motivation. I feel pretty sad that I have managed to lack motivation day 10 into the new year. But, I guess I am just going to have to work at it and try and find ways to motivate myself to get writing.
My friend Alisha started a facebook group for goals and encouraging each other to reach them. I joined the group and introduced myself to it last week, fearful to express some goals, even though I know that they are long term goals and not likely to be anything that I am achieving within the next twelve months. No one would expect me to do that. And as a result, I am not sure why I am so scared to put it out there. But I think it might be time.
I want to find a way to make a living doing things that make me happy.
I think part of the reason I have not put this out there into words is because that is a pretty undefined goal. People talk all the time about making SMART goals, and this fits none of those categories. And the truth is, I am not sure how to make it fit those at this time. So I just have to leave it at that right now. I am dreaming big, because it all that I have right now.