Goals. And thoughts.
I have set myself goals this year. I know I talked about
that last week. I wanted to be able to make continuous forward progress and
writing/blogging consistently was one of them. Unfortunately, I am definitely
in a struggle right now with ideas and motivation. I feel pretty sad that I
have managed to lack motivation day 10 into the new year. But, I guess I am
just going to have to work at it and try and find ways to motivate myself to
get writing.
My friend Alisha started a facebook group for goals and
encouraging each other to reach them. I joined the group and introduced myself
to it last week, fearful to express some goals, even though I know that they
are long term goals and not likely to be anything that I am achieving within
the next twelve months. No one would expect me to do that. And as a result, I
am not sure why I am so scared to put it out there. But I think it might be
time.
I want to find a
way to make a living doing things that make me happy.
I think part of the reason I have not put this out there
into words is because that is a pretty undefined goal. People talk all the time
about making SMART goals, and this fits none of those categories. And the truth
is, I am not sure how to make it fit those at this time. So I just have to
leave it at that right now. I am dreaming big, because it all that I have right now.
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