I am beginning to wonder if that was one of those things said to appease me. Ha. I don't know. He's being a pain in the arse. I guess that is par for the course in our relationship.

I am getting to that scary panicky point that I sometimes get to. I hate that crap. I hate that sometimes I get like that and I feel like that. It is... indescribable for me. I hate the fact that this happens to me every once in a while. I just took my little magical pill that sometimes gets me to calm down (oh, valium, how I love thee).

Deep breath... Its all good.


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