Yesterday was a good one. And I was with Jason all night last night, which is always awesome. It just feels good, feels safe to be near him.

I think things might be slowly getting better, getting more steady. I am being calm overall, and it has been 17 days (knock on wood) since I have had a major explosion to him. I have admittedly had a few internal ones, but overall, I am doing well. I am getting better at controlling things.

This sedative thing is weird though. It hasn't really been helping me sleep all that well or much, but if I skip it, I almost instantly feel a flair up in my ability to sit still. For instance, right now I am feeling like that.

Okay. Toledo tomorrow. Bring it.


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