Well... another day has come and gone. Once again I am feeling here, alone. At least I get to see J tonight. I truly miss him when I am not near him. Dumb as that may be, especially because I am lucky enough to see him pretty often, but I just cannot help it most of the time.

I am trying to sort through a mess I made of a return. Yesterday when I went through it, I almost cried. It made me feel horrible to be sitting in the partner's office having him going over mistakes that I made (most of which were completely stupid) and I was totally feeling in over my head. He could tell I was about to cry and told me if I needed to talk, he would listen. I just don't feel like talking to anyone else. I told him that I had Maureen and Lisa, but thanked him.

Sigh. I felt like such a fool. I was totally out of my head, bats, when I completed the return he was going over with me. It was completely stressful to me, and I felt really dumb when he caught me, about to cry.

Today I am trying to make the changes that he requested to the return and it was DEFINITELY giving me a headache.

Seeing Jason tonight. Keep your fingers crossed and say a little prayer for me that things are still good.


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