I have been trying to remain more calm about everything.

After I told Jason my doc's suggestion about him telling me RIGHT AWAY if something is bugging him or if something is wrong, and him agreeing to do that, I am beginning to feel a thousand times better about that. I don't freak out now that I did something wrong just because he has not immediately responded to me. At least, I am beginning to do a little bit better about that, because I have to TRUST that he would tell me if there was something up since he said he would.

Its a weird weekend though, because he has been gone since Wednesday, and its now Saturday.

I miss him when he isn't here. I miss him a lot.

He said he'll be back tomorrow. I can't wait to see him, truthfully. I need him, bad.


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