Friday. Finally. I have been LIVING for the weekend this week. The week has been completely filled with doctors and rehearsals and what feels like a thousand other things. I have been running around like a wild woman.
And that is completely proof of the things that happened at my various doctors this week.
Turns out, I am very much in the "upswing" portion of my disease. I am completely manic, and possibly even a little bit out of control at times. I have a decent handle on myself, which is more than a lot of people in my situation can say about themselves, but I still am having issues with the sleeping, issues with the making life happen, etc.
So this morning, I was at the doctor to talk about my medication. I am now on a sedative, which scares the crap out of me. To me a sedative seems like the "strap you to the bed" kind of medication. So hopefully it will help, and I won't feel TOO out of it as a result. Honestly, I am a little nervous.
Fun party tonight. New toys for E & J coming up!