I have to admit, I was hoping this year would be my year. I was really hoping that this was going to be the year that I was going to get out of debt, and be able to buy a house/condo/whatever. I just have really wanted to do that, pretty much since Jon and I broke up and I realized that I was not going to be living at his house. So it has been almost exactly two years now that I have wanted to buy a house. Naturally, that has not happened. I really want to get out of debt and move forward, I just really am not sure that I know how or that I can.

I guess it is suddenly becoming a big deal again because Jason is looking. He is looking to buy a house or condo, and I am reading things into it about... maybe the seriousness of our relationship or something? It is not that I am necessarily purposely trying to read into things, but the way he acts and the things he says make it nearly impossible not to. Little things like "when we move" which he immediately corrects, and wanting me to see the places before he even makes an offer...


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